Why a lot of guys want to go away...

Hi to everybody...starting saying that I know that  lot of people are bored in their own country, but why do we want to go away?
My parents don't believe that I'd know where my life is going, my life will bring me away, they don't believe that I could find the strenght to buy a fu***ng flight ticket to go away, but they know that I want to do that. Noone believe in me...I remeber the day when a friend says me: "When you go away...when you are on the plane....and after you have bought the plane ticket, call me...I will drink for you because I'm  non-drinker and I'm sure I will never drink for that!"

Well, those phrase hurts me a lot, because it let me understand that I'm really alone here...noone call me, noone write to me, noone ask me how am I...but why?

My life was been so difficult since I was a child, because my parents have divorced when I was 8 yo, and after that I can say I have had to grow up by myself.

And now, all of them are asking me why I want to go away??? I cannot belive...it means that they don't know me very well.

I have spoken with a lot of people who left their country to going away to work...and the reasons are always the same...there is no work, we cannot buy something to eat for my kids, there is too much tax to pay and I can not work for 18 hours per day to get 800€ per month...that's unbelievable.

So, the first question that I want to tell you readers is:

Have you ever think about how could be your life if you go abroad?