Making Crazy

ok...I' m going crazy...I can not believe that in my family there are persons who believe that I alway scream instead speak...I do not scream, I speak using words that let me be superior, because I'm superior, I think to my life, I want to live my life better than their, and I can't let them say what I have to do...I want to be free to decide everything about my life, because my life is mine...not their....

I want to scream like that:

but if I do it i will be alone....I'm just alone...I have to change....
I have to breathe and go on....alone...
I have grown alone, that let me grow up mentally...I reason about everything....