Where are we going?

Ok, I have talked to a lot of people throught facebook, and more I talk to someone about the travel, more I want to change city where I will go....XD...
It's impossibile that everytime I will find a possible city, someone write on a group on Facebook that there are some difficult about something or with certain people....bah...I can't believe in that...

Well....I'm really thinking that I will go to London for 1 week, I want to visit the city...London Bridge, Big Bang, London Eye, the Wax Museum....Yeah...I have to visit it...I cannot wait...

It's just like a dream that will be true....
I have a phrase tattooed on my left arm, that talk about dreams, because dreams have to be reached, dreams have to become reality, and if you have dreams, your life is not like you want... ;)

Sometime I think that in my life something is missing, but I'm not able to understand what, I hope to understand what when I'll left Italy, when my life will start to live again, when I'll start to write my life, but when will it happen?

I've just choosen the date...20th of January, yeah, less than 90 days....

The way I'll follow will be full of difficulties, but if you want you can passall difficulties...right?


Tell me what difficulties you will have to pass in your life, you could talk to me in private and have your own post. :) (all with privacy if you want ;)   )

Making Crazy

ok...I' m going crazy...I can not believe that in my family there are persons who believe that I alway scream instead speak...I do not scream, I speak using words that let me be superior, because I'm superior, I think to my life, I want to live my life better than their, and I can't let them say what I have to do...I want to be free to decide everything about my life, because my life is mine...not their....

I want to scream like that:

but if I do it i will be alone....I'm just alone...I have to change....
I have to breathe and go on....alone...
I have grown alone, that let me grow up mentally...I reason about everything....

Try to change my life

Today I have finally find the strenght to buy the airline ticket....I have just choosen the date I will left Italy (yes, I'm italian, yes I speak and write English not perfectly but I try ;)  )

I was going to the web site to buy the ticket, I have added all details name, surname, address and method of payment, but when was the time to click buy, the Internet connection doesn't work.

Could it be a sign of destiny or not?

For me not, because I know that if it will not be tomorrow, it will be the day after.

I have to start a new life, I have to change my life so radically because here my life is not like I want.

I know that in future I'll be abroad (UK or USA or Australia), I'll be married with two or more children, and I know, those will be my life.

A lot of people who know me think that I'm to young to know what will happen to my life, but I feel it inside me. I cannot explain that because it a different feeling.

With this little post I say you goodnight. ;)

Tomorrow I have to work.

Why a lot of guys want to go away...

Hi to everybody...starting saying that I know that  lot of people are bored in their own country, but why do we want to go away?
My parents don't believe that I'd know where my life is going, my life will bring me away, they don't believe that I could find the strenght to buy a fu***ng flight ticket to go away, but they know that I want to do that. Noone believe in me...I remeber the day when a friend says me: "When you go away...when you are on the plane....and after you have bought the plane ticket, call me...I will drink for you because I'm  non-drinker and I'm sure I will never drink for that!"

Well, those phrase hurts me a lot, because it let me understand that I'm really alone here...noone call me, noone write to me, noone ask me how am I...but why?

My life was been so difficult since I was a child, because my parents have divorced when I was 8 yo, and after that I can say I have had to grow up by myself.

And now, all of them are asking me why I want to go away??? I cannot belive...it means that they don't know me very well.

I have spoken with a lot of people who left their country to going away to work...and the reasons are always the same...there is no work, we cannot buy something to eat for my kids, there is too much tax to pay and I can not work for 18 hours per day to get 800€ per month...that's unbelievable.

So, the first question that I want to tell you readers is:

Have you ever think about how could be your life if you go abroad?