Packing everything again

Hi guys, the title could be sad, but I have a very good notice for you..I have found an house, an house for me and 5 of my housemates, we will move there next Tuesday so we are runnig up to packing everything to move there as soon as possible.
The only thing is that we have to pay the deposit and one month rent and the agency fee...And we will spend more than 1,000 pounds each....we will be poor again...XD...
However, fortunatelly the house is very big, 3 double bedroom, one big kitchen, one big livingroom, the garden with table for outside and chairs, I'm imaging all kind of barbeque that we will ade there during the summer time...oh it will going to be lovely.

But the best thing is that we can call that house...our house...no more people who go and go away, no more people without notice...only us, and our friends are welcome...

Everytime there is something good, and something bad...the bad things is that we will have to pay the bills, electricity gas and water, and we will have to save as much as we can. We will do it.

Now, I am packaging my stuff again, but now I am happy, because I know that for the next 6 or 12 month I'll be in London working.
Because yes, I am working like barista supervisor now, but I want to change, I need to change, I have to try to change my life again, trying something that I really like,for example designer, web designer, accountant, or something like that.
So, why not, I'm doing application online for designer, web designer, graphics, and barista for A level restaurant that let me earn more money....

But now I have to go, my stuff is calling me...XD....my bedroom is like a minefield...XD

By guys, have a nice day to everybody...

Plan has to change again

Hi readers, I am writing now with bad news, everything was going well, not more. It was so happy, so nice, everything, the housemates, the job, now everything is changin again.
The agency of the house where I live told us that this house is not for 12 but for 8, and the 8 who are going to stay here have to pay more. So we start looking for a new house, for 6 or 8 people, we want to move, away from this shit agency, they are playing with us, and with our life.
It is not good, it's not nice, ther cannot do this. Initially they told us that 4 of us have to moe in 2 weeks, the day after told us that we have move tomorrow!!
WTF, it is not possible, we are really feed up of it.
Fortunatelly I have found a house for 8 or 10, available from the beginning of June, so we can divide for one month and after go all together there.
I hope that house is going to be like the picture, so we can book it.

Too much stress in only 1 day

Hi readers, I'm here, laying in my bed writing this post.
I'm not so fine now, I have strong stomac cramps, started esterday evening and now they are going on stronger.
I am sure that the manager is guilty, because she pushed me soo much, and the owner as well. Everytime they have somethings to say, everytme I am doing something wrong, everytime I am not good at work, but if that f***ing manager need a change of shift or if she needs someone to cover her, she calls me, and it i not true.
I am not a slave, I love that kind of job because it let me be in contact with people but I don't like to be seen, I don't like it. And now the manager and the owner use the CCTV to watch us every single moment.
We have it enought, it can't go on in this way, we are not machine, we are not robot!!!

Do you think the same? Do you think that this is correct? I know that this is job, but this is not the right way to make happy people going to work!

I have to change job, I have to find another job that makes me happy, that makes me feel good.

Ok, for now I have nothing to tell, so I'm going to sleep a little hoping that my stomac cramps will finish soon because I want to go out this evening.

Sometime is different

Hi readers, this time I am here after a night in a club, I am so f***ing tired...It is normal, you could think, but it is not true.
Yesterday I went out with my housemates after 3 weeks without doing party.
The place was so nice, it was in Piccadilly Institue, a club in the center of Piccadilly.
If you go there you  can see, the place...really amazing the music was so good, even if I prefer hip hop music, but it was very very good, everyone there danced, everyone there drank a lot..XD...everywhere in UK on Friday night is drunk, and Saturday night as well. Well, almost all night you can find drunk people in London. It is strange because I am not used to see drunk people all days.

The party was really nice, at the beginning the party was only for the Pret a Manger Staff, so one of my housemate went there because she works in Pret.
After 20pm the party was open to everyone, but I speak a little bit with this girl and she said that almost all of the people who were there worked for Pret and I was like OMG!!!
Really, a lot of people in the club.

After party we went back early because we were tired, and some of us have to go to work the day after, so for example I have to go to work, I have the evening shift, but I needed to rest more than 3 hours...XD

Another news is that from today I will be a Supervisor, so my wage is high, I have more responsabilities but for me it is ok. It means more money for me, and more money to save that let me go to New York asap.
I really need to go there, I know that I will love that place and I know that I will never leave that place.
Do you think like me?
Write me what you want to know, and talk about your experiences...
Now I will see a movie to relax me more before going to work.

What I have to do?

Hi readers, I'm here again to talk a little bit about dreams, as everyone knows, my dream is going to live in New York, to move there and settle down.
Few days ago I was explaining to my housemate how can she find a job as aupair, and how I try to find it, and we were looking families in USA, and we saw a family in New York who is looking for an aupair to start in September or October, we was so exicited about it, because the famil is half italian half russian. We start to talk about this, how could have to be, being and aupair in USA, in the Big Apple.
I was thinking about sending a message to the family, to ask if I could be good for them as aupair. So after one day thinking about it a send that message, to ask information, and the reply the same night, positively, they explain a little bit more about the job and their lifestyle.
So now I am very confused.
What I have to do? I have to accept the job or not?
If I accept the job I have to start to look for the Working Holiday VISA or the Student VISA and looking also for some school that I could attend when I will be there.
But also I can stay here il London more than one year and after move to NY with my housemate.
Really, I don't know what I have to do, it is so strange...
I have to think more about it, because if I accept the job I will move to NY in September and I can stay here in London till August saving money to go to NY, because actually I don't have all that money that I will need.

What do you think about this?What do you think I have to do?
Give me your opinion.


I live you with this picture:

I'm not more alone

Hi readers, I have something new to tell to you.
Finally I found someone who has my same plans. I met a girl, one of my new housemates, an italian girl who is here in London to improve her English because she wants to go to USA to work. She has already got a job there, but the owner of the place where she will work said that she has to have a very high level off English.
She works here like hairstylist, and she will work in USA like hairstylist as well, but she needs to improve her English. So actuall in my hose there is 10 people (too much you can think but it is ok, because we are all friends). There are 5 girls e 5 boys, from 20 to 28 years old. We are all young.
The beauty thing is that we are all friends and often happen that we decide to go out in the evening all together to make party or to drink something. It is very good because even if we are almost all italians, we speak English thanks of our spanish flatmate Michael that go out with us almost all the times.
Anyway, I'm here to talk about something different, because now finally I am not more alone, I was thinking about my future and I always dreamd to go to USA to live, but alone is very difficult, because of the language, and everything is more difficult alone, but now I have this flatmate, Louisa that has the same plans, so next year I will move to New York or to Miami.
This is a very nice thing that makes me happy everytime I think about it, it' my dream that become reality.
So now I have to improve my English very very well, and to do this I have to start an English course and I have to speak almost all day long English.
Actually my English is not so bad, because I can see that it is become more fluently and because I make less mistakes than the beginning but actually it's not good enough.
So I start to read a book, a book that I read a lot of times in italian 'Harry Potter and the Philosopher Stone' it's sounds like nerd style but I grow up with Harry Potter and now I am a PotterHead...XD

However, now here it's dinner-time but I don't have the strenght to stand up from my bed and start cooking, I am so lazy today, and not only today, almost everyday....XD
But it's ok, because I am loosing weight and I am feeling better even if I am always tired 'cause of the work.

Maybe next time I will talk more about me, because it's time that you readers will discover who I am...are you curious?

Well, if you want to know something more, ask, maybe I will reply...or maybe not...  ;)

Something new...the BUN...

Hi readers, it is a lot of time without write anything, but now I have something new to tell you.
I tryed a special food from Malaysa, it is called bun, it is something like a bread, but it's better because there is a little bit butter inside, ad it has a crispy topping outside that tastes like coffee and caramel.
It is very very good, and the staff is amazing, I went there a night and there were one italian girl and one italian boy, so we could talk italian and they explain me about this kind of franchising.
This is the web site:
http://www.papparoti.ae/index.php

Talking with that guy I knew that Papa Roti is very famous in Midle East, but here in Uk this is the only branch, and maybe in Europe as well.
And I was like 'Oh my God, that is unbelievable!'
If you can, you will have to try, the bun is amazing, you can add syrup on the top, I ask half with chocolate andhalf with caramel, to feel the different taste, and I prefer caramel because it was too sweet, I love sweet things...XD
Not onl the bun was amazing, the coffee as well was really good, better than other place, I asked to the guy and they replyed me that the coffee is italian as well.


So if you pass by Queensway, you have to try Pappa Roti....

Why is this beautiful?

Everytime I'm looking inside me, to know if it is the right way, and I'm thinking about my life.  I'm always asking if I am happy now....and the reply is always the same...yes, I am happy, finally I'm sure that this will be my life...I'm feeling good.
I am at the right place at the right moment.
This is the right way

Why is this so beautiful?How can I know this?

I'm not afraid, I'm living my life, I'm choosing what to do. It could seems hard at the start, because it is something new, but after it could be easy.
This is my new city, this is my new life, and this is beautiful, this is something I have always dreamed about.
Everything is different, everything is better, people, street, restaurant, the air you breath,everything.

Everybody have dreamed about this once in their life, and I can tell that it is awesome, but nothing could be realize without a plan.
Everything have to be planned or it could be very difficult to realize. So, if you want to realize it, you have to plan everything, the most little thing too.
At the start you must fit, you have to learn a new language, a new lifestyle, a new culture...after you can make the choice that let change you life radically. You could be what you want and this is awesome.

Andnowthe question is: How everyone can be prepared about this?
Well, thisis very difficult to explain, I can start asking why you want to go abroad, because it is a very strong decision, maybe a lot of people will try to change your mind, but you don't have to listen to them, if you are sure, go on and don't stop.
Well, maybe somethimes you feel inside that you are doing something wrong, it is normale because this will change you and your life, because you are scared about this, change everything, be alone, and feeling so sad; maybe you will cry, you will cry a lot, but I repat,you could be scared.

I was scared about changing everything, but it bring you to a better step.
So, don't be scared to ask something...I will reply at all your question. :)

It's too hard to say goodbye

Today I went to Victoria Station to say goodbye to my housemate. We were 6 people, 2 housemates, to friends, me and Laura, the housemate.
She is comingback to Italy, she stayed here more than 2 months, but she didn't find a job, so she went back to Italy.

It was very hard to say goodbye, it was very hard to see her get in the bus to Stansted. She will miss us, she was part of the "English family".

I hope to see her again here in London. :)

Good Luck Laura :)

Everytime is like the first time

I am very lucky this week, I have 3 days off, that I can spend going to see all new things in all the city.

It means that I can go where I want, to see what I haven’t see yet, but there is a problem (if it could be called), some friends come from Italy to visit London, and obviously, to meet me once again. So I could bring them with me. Today, we went to Madame Tussaud, and it was amazing. A lot of characters, a lot of fun and a place where you could be scared by real people. It was so funny, and really really really amazing. I have never seen something like that, and I think I will go there again (even if spending 30 pounds could be very expensive for me actually).

Probably I will go there again when my family come here to see me, if they will come, sure!

Well, actually I can say that London makes me falling in love. It’s a wonderful place, full of life and full of interesting things and every time you see them it is like the first time.

I will explain with an example, London Tower, the awesome bridge, I have never seen it like that, full of lights, with something magic in the air. It was breathtaking.

Tomorrow, my last off day of the week, I will go to the Science Museum, Trafalgar Square, Buckingham Palace, Green Park, Hyde Park, and a lot of other things, but I can not forget Hard Rock Cafè, Harrodds (again), British Museum, Natural History Museum…oh my God, too many things to see in only one day…XD…SO I go to sleep, see you at the next post….bye…

Do you need an help? No, I will reach my objective on my own

Hi readers, I have to speak with someone who can listen without saying nothing, I need someone who can understand me, but it's hard.
Today I knew that my housemate will come back to her countr, because she is tired to stay here, she is tired of all this.
At this house we are a lot of people, only 5 have a job, all other are looking for it. It is very difficult help someone who does nothing to stay. Well, I was so lucky, but I try to imagine myself in theri situation. If I was been here looking for a job I'd walk a lot, I send a lot of CV and I'd try with all my strenght to find a f***ing job that let me stay here more than 2 months. I think that they haven't understood it, because they are loosing their own respect.
I tryed to speak with them but they didn't listen to me. And now I am tired, I am tired to hear someone complain.
Everybody who comes in a new country without knowing the language has to start from the ground to reach the top. Noone gives the perfect job opportunity. I am sure that I wouldn't like to be a waiter for all my life, but if it let me make my English perfect, I will work like waiter for 1 or maybe 2 years.

Now talking about something different, we have to talk about a place where I have never been before: HARRODS.

I cannot believe that Harrods is a very very very big shopping center (for rich people), an example, in Harrods you can find for the cheapest price of 6,995 pounds:

 Every person could have one of this in their house. I have bought it!... -.-"

So the place is very big...inside this shopping center there are evry kind of things, from toys to t...

I don't know how much it cost, but I think a lot....
And after this I can sa good night to every body.....
At the next post. ;)

Sometimes it happen

Sometimes a person is lucky, this was my time. Finally I have found a job, near my house, I have something new to do, I have something that make me feel happy.
Finally London starts to be my country, my real country, where I can find myself, where I can be what I want to be, where I can say what I want to say and where my dreams start to become true.
Actually I feel so tired, working keep me busy all day long, and my freetime is spent sleeping or staying in front of my computer, chatting with my friends but almost sleeping.
I never feel so tired, I don't know how, but I'm so tired. Fortunatelly I have some fantastic housemate that make me smile and laughting all the time, I love them.
But before all I'm here to talk about my lucky day, when I give my CV in that coffee shop they said that they weren't looking for anyone but after some days a person who worked there, leave without saying nothing so they started looking for a person who can start as soon as possibile.
So I get the job after a trial shift.

And now I have to wait another week to get the first pay packet because they pay two weeks after.

Now is time to sleep, my eyes start closing themselves  and tomorrow I have to wake up at 7 o' clock.
So good night to everbody reader
See you at the next post, or maybe at next interview.

That is amazing

I have never thought that a city could be so amazing, I have seen every kind of person, every kind of situation, and every kind of landscape.
This is a city that never sleep, in the center you can find all people laughing, sometimes they were drunk, sometimes you can see a person looking to other person to bring them in a disco pub, you can see every day foreigner.
Why do I want to stay here?
Because London is AMAZING!!!
You can not be tired about it, if you are tired of London you are tired of life.
This is a sentence that explain everything.
But for every kind of situation there is the downside. If you want to stay in London you will have to fit.

Finally London

Finalmente sono a Londra, da più di una settimana, ho trovato una camera, sebbene dopo diverse difficoltà, ho visto cose indecenti, ho visto camere che non possono essere considerate tali, ma poi, con difficiltà, ho trovato la casa giusta, con i coinquilini giusti.
Londra è Londra, non ti stanchi mai di girare e di vedere cose nnuove, sentire taaaante lingue diverse, persone da tutto il mondo. Tantissimi italiani, e tanti stranieri, tutti disposti ad aiutarti se ti perdi, l'unica cosa che mi è stata consigliata, quando si è in metro, autobus o si cammina per strada, non guardarsi in giro, camminare come se si fosse del luogo. ;)

per il resto, vi aggiornerò appena riesco. ;)


Finally I am in London, I'm here more than a week, I've found a room, even if with a lot of difficulties, I have seen indecent thingsm, I have seen bedroom that can not be considerate bedroom, but i have finally found the right bedroom, with the right flatmate.
London is London, you can not be tired to go around and see new things, hearing a lot of different languages, seeing people of all the world. A lot of italians, and a lot of foreigner, all help you if you need or if you lost in the city looking for a street os something similar. The only thing that has been recommended is that when you are in the underground, or in a bus, or when you are walking on the street, you have not to look around, you have to walk like an English man will do, you will not to seem a tourist

for the rest, I will keep you update. ;)

Il tempo è vicino

Finally I left this country...finally I will start a new life, that will be my adventure.
I have bought the flight ticket, London I will be there till the end of January.

I have started to think about what I will bring with me, in my bags. What I have to bring with me, and what I don't have to take?
It seems so easy, but not...I always thought about this, but I never thought that could be very very hard, not all my friends know about my travel, because I think that they could treat me in a different way, and I don't want it. I will tell it to them next Friday, when we will be all together to celebrate our friends who goes to Copenhagen for the ERASMUS.
After that we all see the video that our friends and I make for him, I will say to everybody that she will be the only person who will leave them.
It's a very difficult sentence to say, but the have to know it....Probably with this phrase the party will be the worst party ever..but I have to try.
Less than 2 weeks between me and London, I can not wait. I always dreamed it.

Perchè partire???

Parla un uomo che ha cambiato vita, che ha cambiato lingua, è ripartito da zero!

 Dopo tempo in cui continuavo a pensare sulla cosa, sono riuscito a scovare della gente italiana che come me, ha deciso di trasferisi in UK, ho posto loro alcune domande, per capire meglio la situazione pretrasferimento e post trasferimento.
Ho fatto le stesse medesime domande a più persone, per vedere le differenze, le difficoltà incontrate prima e dopo, per capire la situazione che ora è in UK e far capire la situazione in Italia, sempre in preggioramento.

Ecco infatti l'esperienza di Edmondo, un uomo che a 48 anni, si è ritrovato a dover cambiare radicalmente la sua vita.
Ecco con una presentazione iniziale.
"Ciao, sono Edmondo, ho 50 anni e vivo a Nottigham, attualmente convivo, ho 7 figli anche se non sono tutti qui con me, la tua richiesta di intervista mi ha colpito, e per questo ti dico che non sono in UK da una vita, sono qui appena da 15 mesi, e attualmente sono disoccupato".
La cosa che mi ha colpito della sua storia è stata la risposta a una domanda: "Cosa ti ha spinto ad andare a vivere all'estero?"
La risposta anche se di per se inizialmente breve è stata: "In Italia la vita è diventata insostenibile".
Sono andato allora alla ricerca di una specifica a questa risposta, facendomi raccontare il perchè la sua vita fosse diventata insostenibile, ecco cosa ha risposto:

"Per lavoro ero costretto a cambiare spesso città (sempre nel territorio Italiano) , un po' per la crisi un po' per il malgoverno e soprattutto con l'avvento dei cinesi la ditta per cui lavoravo chiuse. Mi sono ritrovato così senza lavoro, provai la strada di una nuova attività, la aprii nel 2009, lavoravo oltre le 18 ore al giorno (7 giorni su 7)  per rientrare con i costi, poi la crisi ha portato sempre meno introiti fino a quando ero arrivato alla condizione in cui faticavo ad pagare l'affitto, a causa di tasse, e sovrattasse e molte altre cose che si sono accavallate tra loro. Le cose poi non sono migliorate, tra Equitalia e sfratto per morosità sono arrivato al punto che con 7 figli e una moglie e soprattutto a 48 anni dovevo andare a vivere per strada elemosinando, e diciamocelo, nessuno vorrebbe farlo. Quindi strada per strada mi son giocato anche la mia ultima carta e sono approdato in UK senza essere a conoscenza di cosa mi sarebbe capitato o cosa avrei trovato."

Così una domanda mi sorse spontanea: "Come ti trovi in UK ora?"

La sua risposta mi ha messo il sorriso: "Non ho grandi comodità attualmente, ma riesco a fare una vita dignitosa in una casa e almeno riesco a mettere sul tavolo un piatto caldo, soprattutto credere in un futuro migliore per i miei due ultimi bambini di tenera età. Gli altri miei bambini, ormai ragazzi grandi, che erano rimasti in Italia con calma stanno decidendo di raggiungermi."