Why is this beautiful?

Everytime I'm looking inside me, to know if it is the right way, and I'm thinking about my life.  I'm always asking if I am happy now....and the reply is always the same...yes, I am happy, finally I'm sure that this will be my life...I'm feeling good.
I am at the right place at the right moment.
This is the right way

Why is this so beautiful?How can I know this?

I'm not afraid, I'm living my life, I'm choosing what to do. It could seems hard at the start, because it is something new, but after it could be easy.
This is my new city, this is my new life, and this is beautiful, this is something I have always dreamed about.
Everything is different, everything is better, people, street, restaurant, the air you breath,everything.

Everybody have dreamed about this once in their life, and I can tell that it is awesome, but nothing could be realize without a plan.
Everything have to be planned or it could be very difficult to realize. So, if you want to realize it, you have to plan everything, the most little thing too.
At the start you must fit, you have to learn a new language, a new lifestyle, a new culture...after you can make the choice that let change you life radically. You could be what you want and this is awesome.

Andnowthe question is: How everyone can be prepared about this?
Well, thisis very difficult to explain, I can start asking why you want to go abroad, because it is a very strong decision, maybe a lot of people will try to change your mind, but you don't have to listen to them, if you are sure, go on and don't stop.
Well, maybe somethimes you feel inside that you are doing something wrong, it is normale because this will change you and your life, because you are scared about this, change everything, be alone, and feeling so sad; maybe you will cry, you will cry a lot, but I repat,you could be scared.

I was scared about changing everything, but it bring you to a better step.
So, don't be scared to ask something...I will reply at all your question. :)

It's too hard to say goodbye

Today I went to Victoria Station to say goodbye to my housemate. We were 6 people, 2 housemates, to friends, me and Laura, the housemate.
She is comingback to Italy, she stayed here more than 2 months, but she didn't find a job, so she went back to Italy.

It was very hard to say goodbye, it was very hard to see her get in the bus to Stansted. She will miss us, she was part of the "English family".

I hope to see her again here in London. :)

Good Luck Laura :)